

TV, Movies, distracting entertainment.
Writing poetry, worldbuilding and write stories in it.
My favorite Youtuber is Jacksepticeye. Vey wholesome, very funny, no weirdness like the other ones. Always have a progressive view on the world. Like you can feel it when he talks about stuff.
I re-watch his old videos to feel the nostalgia.
I don’t have anyone to talk to either, but when ever I hear or read about other’s struggles, on wikipedia, new stories, videos, forum posts, I feel as though I talking to a friend and sharing our struggles. It give you perspective, it make you feel less lonely, knowing that you are not alone, other share similar struggles.
I also didn’t like it the first watch. Then a few years later I ran out of stuff to watch and tried again. It’s very confusing on who the “bad guys” are until season 2. I just google some minor spoilers and about the “bad guys” and it was enough for me to continue on watching.
Season 1, nothing really happens, it feels more like a prequel. Season 2 is when shit really begins.