I do, cus then people call me obnoxious or say I’m showing off but I’m not, I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT THE POTENTIAL PSYCHOLOGICAL BENEFITS OF PEOPLE WITH SEVERE ADHD AND ALCOHOL 😭😭😭
I can’t ever have a normal conversation with someone. It has to be some random shit I hyper-fixated on just enough to write a research paper on for no fucking reason. Like why humans have such pungent body order despite us not having advanced enough Olfactory Senses to not “read” scents or pheromones the same way dogs or cats can.
No…?
I mean I’m not a genius or anything but I know some things about some things. When I can help someone with those things or just shoot the shit about cool things I know, it makes me feel good.
Just assume you’re not smart.
There’s nothing wrong with knowing about things. If I’m deciphering your question correctly, you need to learn to keep your mouth shut. People won’t pester you then.
Even if I don’t say anything, I still feel bad for knowing, and extra bad for not helping the person out, but I’d feel worse if I did.
Then you should talk to a professional until you feel differently. This is not normal. Being smart is good. Being curious is good. Being a lifelong learner is ideal. Whoever or whatever taught or showed you otherwise is wrong.