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I’m going to push back because as society exists now there are a lot of cities I have been to where the graveyard is the most easily accessible green space. I don’t know how weird it may be but sitting with the dead in the quite separated from the surroundings was one of my favorite things to experience. I’m not a religious/spiritual person and it was very helpful in connecting to the people who died before I met them.
Getting off 4chan and talking to people you used to go to school with for advice on what to do would probably be a start for OP.
oh for sure. Wasn’t being serious, dysphoria is there and makes me basically think of existing as a man as hell and finding out that’s not everyone was interesting to say the least.
I’m still not entirely convinced tbh. I mean women are cute and just great and men are…
The people that are going to suffer the most are the ones that don’t deserve it. It will be the gay kids in the south who are sent to conversion therapy and are physically abused to “fix” them. It will be the black buisness owner who is forced to hire more white people so it isn’t “dei”. It will be a sweet grandma that starves to death because she can’t afford food anymore.
There is a weirdly large amount of people that only get their political information from youtube.
I was part of it in the sense that I thought what they were saying was true but never participated in anything because I was a child and not on social media at all.
I was 13ish when my dad started talking about politics with me and I listened to him because he was the “cool parent”. When GG started he would share videos with me and the alt right pipeline took hold from there. I was in deep enough I watched sargon religiously for reference.
I realized that I was trans for the first time around here. The self hatred lead me into isolating myself further and pushing that deep down to the point I only remembered that after I rediscovered a journal my parents tried to have me use for stress. I was homeschooled and basically completely isolated so it got worse from there. I would have called myself an MRA for a while. I lurked in a lot of the places they gathered and absorbed basically everything as fact. I only really started working to “deprogram” myself after I realized I was trans again and started watching Blair white. The YouTube algorithm did probably the only good thing that it had done that whole time and recommended Contrna Points. From there I started actually looking into the things that were being said and not just taking what they were saying as fact and they were almost entirely bullshit. from there I started looking at different political ideologies and was figuring out who I was. I have to actively work against a lot of the thinking that was so deeply ingrained in me. I know there’s really no excuse for it but I do try to be a better person than I was at that point.
As someone that was ruined by GG for a while I don’t think a lot of people realize how influential it is.
I’m just glad the minecraft launcher doesn’t track time playing. knowing I probably have over a year of playtime is different then actually seeing it.