
almost blew myself up for good after a pistol flare exploded half a meter from my face.
went to the ER with superficial burns on my left hand and hearing damage that still rears its ugly head out to this day.
each time i think about that moment i realise that if i had been in any other position when that flare blew up i probably wouldn’t be here today
given selokichtli already responded i’ll chip in as well.
it’s honestly quite hard to give an exact answer, but life has definitely not felt the same ever since the lockdowns hit.
late 2019 to like 2023 and even early 2024 flew by very fast for me. i can’t even really remember much from that period and i’m not sure whether it’s a direct consequence of the above, or maybe it’s from COVID brain fog (i’m not even sure if i had COVID in the first place)
in any case things have felt off since the lockdowns. not to mention how much the internet has changed ever since LLMs got rolled out.