I work a rather demanding job and I’ve constantly been feeling tired and underperformant compared to my colleagues for the past few months. I keep evading responsibilities or putting them off until the last minute.
Many people would kill to be where I am. Yet, I show up every day unmotivated.
There were several stressful years leading up to my current job and I’m wondering if I’m burnt out at this point or if I’m just not pulling my weight.
Edit: Thank you all for your support and guidance. I haven’t given too many details here, but personal life has been moving along smoothly, chores get done, etc. But I definitely need to reconsider where I’m going with my job.
I had panic attacks just before start working, and my productivity was quite low. I hope you don’t reach that kind of reaction before looking for help.
I used to feel like I was going to throw up every morning before work. Didn’t happen on weekends.
Yes. If you take it that far there can me permanent trauma.